Of Cell Phones and Trash Cans

The other night I had a dream.

I was in a ballroom, in a prom dress, my best friends surrounding me.We were laughing and talking, having a wonderful time. Then my phone vibrated.That boy, whom I was smitten with for the longest time, had texted me.The text said 3 words.

"I like you."

I looked at it, and threw my phone in the trash.I walked away.

And it felt good. 

It made me realize it is time to move on.

I think I moved on a while ago and didn't notice until now.

Seeing him doesn't give me the cliche butterflies any longer.

His name doesn't cause me to grin ridiculously.

He & I are just friends.

And I finally realized that's all we were meant to be.

For once, I'm alright with that.

Is This A Dream?

It is said...

"When you dream about a person they are thinking about you."

Perhaps it is true.

Perhaps it isn't.

I'd like to think it is.

Day 27: I'd Like to Be There

That place between sleep and reality,

where you aren't really dreaming, yet you are at the same time.

It's that time of night where you feel like you are drifting,

& you are.

Drifting on the edge of consciousness,

waiting for sleep to overtake you.

It's times like this when you dream up crazy ideas,

& things you wish could-or would-happen.

It's the greatest time of night.

Everything happens perfectly in your mind,

& for once you are at peace.

Everything is perfect there.

That's why it's my favorite place.



Day 15: Dreams of Laundry and a Boy

It's interesting to me that the day to write about your dreams happened to be today.

Because last night I had an interesting dream.

About laundry,

church,

and a boy.

It was strange, yet wonderfully lovely at the same time.

But that's the way all my dreams are.

Strange, and yet lovely.

Odd, isn't it?

{I Am Nothing But A Dreamer.}

Sometimes we all need to dream a little.

Whether it be day dreams,

or dreams while asleep,

or dreams about our future.

I dream about what I want my life to be.

I dream under the stars,

and in the rain.

I dream of peace,

and of becoming the person I was meant to be.

I dream of being successful,

of my ideas to be known.

I dream of taking the impossible,

and doing it.

I dream of falling in love.