I Am Alive.

And I've been playing back memories

from long ago 

before I knew what would come of 

this. 

I'm singing songs 

in my head that remind me of 

him 

and signs on my door that are 

blue and green 

make sense only 

to me.

The words you said 

run through 

my mind and I can't think 

at all.

Get out of my head, 

your hugs make me swoon, 

and I'm not sure where I'm going with my 

words. 

My thoughts are a 

mess, 

my head is bursting,

the door is shut tight, 

and my sentences are 

long.

Remembering is hard, 

it makes tears fill 

my eyes, 

and my heart feels like it should 

burst.

Yet your face 
appears in my 
mind, 
and I am lost in your 
eyes, 
memories eating me 
alive.

I know I am alive.

Sometimes...

Sometimes you just have to sit in the library and look through an encyclopedia laughing at all the funny animals for 40 min, with your best friend.

Sometimes you just have to sing a song at the top of you lungs in your house while everyone else is gone doing whatever it is that they might be doing.

Sometimes you just have to make a wish at 11:11, because you just know that this wish will definitely come true.

Sometimes you just have to lay in bed late at night, when everyone else is asleep and make wishes.

Sometimes you just have to go on an adventure, and end up making tulips out of legos.

Sometimes you just have to go to Wal-mart, and play sardines.

Sometimes you just have to wash the dishes in foods class, and end up blowing bubbles with the spatulas instead.

Sometimes you just have to do a random photo shoot while dressed up as ninjas.

Sometimes you have to live without caring what others might think.